dancingyel: (i just want you to know)
i should, as usual, be asleep, and i'm not. emily told me about this meme where you list things you've never said to 20 people but want to say, and then people try to guess who each thing is directed to. i'm apparently not allowed to confirm or deny any answers, but people can reach a consensus. i may, if i get comments going, give some hints, though...it depends on whether or not i get people commenting. so yes, here goes. oh, not all the comments are towards people on my friends list, but at least one person on my friends list knows each of the people, if that makes sense.

1. it's amazing how much of my life course is, inadvertendly, your fault.
2. i had a crush on you when we first met, but now i don't remember why.
3. i've been jealous of you for the last year or so and every time i think i'm over it, i realize i'm not quite.
4. you've come up as a negative figure in my dreams a couple of times and it makes me feel bad.
5. you're not the person who knows the most about me, even though it's pretty close, but you're the person i'm most likely to tell all my secrets to right now.
6. every once in a while, even now, i catch myself thinking of you as perfect. in some ways.
7. i'd like to switch lives with you for a day.
8. i like you a lot, but sometimes i wonder if you're good enough for my friend.
9. i take you for granted way too much, but i actually am hugely grateful for you.
10. you make me oscilate between caring and not caring
11. i'm going to have to seriously warn anyone you ever date. heh.
12. i haven't seen you in nearly 8 years, but i still wonder what could've been.
13. you're a sweet heart, but you drive me absolutely insane more often than not.
14. i think you're absolutely amazing. i never thought i'd be good friends with someone i hardly ever see, except for my old friends, but there we have it.
15. i would like you a lot more if you didn't think you were always right.
16. i don't know how you manage to be so good without seeming inhuman. it's quite incredible, really.
17. i'm very glad i met you. you've made me reconsider my views on the russian community.
18. this is sad, but you're often talked about as "a learning experience."
19. you're one of the few people i will be genuinely glad to never see again after this year.
20. i hate that i let you make me feel bad about myself and my possibilities of ever meeting a nice guy, you're so not worth it, but i still feel that way when i think about you. which, thankfully, isn't too often.

i realized as i wrote these that some of them can be taken more than one way and applied to different people. oh, well. now, i'm curious to see what everyone will make of it...so comment!


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