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dancingyeli keep having to remind myself to breathe. i think the only other time i've panicked like this was last year, when i was trying to deal with the vegas trip disaster. i hate this...i'm so glad i didn't have to deal with any of this when i was applying to college. oh, man. now i know why all those people who were applying to like 20 places were freaking out. this is horrible.
i wish i could take a hot bath, but we don't own a stopper, and the bathtub is scary and not very appealing, even if we did.
i just discovered that boston university, a place i'd really like to go, has a deadline on december 1st, two weeks earlier than everyone else. i don't know if i can get everything together in time to apply there.
i know this isn't such a big deal in the grand scheme of things, but i'm just so overwhelmed and panicked and short on time. too much to take care of in the next couple of days, and i can't just ignore my classes, either. i can't wait 'till the break, when it'll all be done. i wish i could scream, but people are asleep and that would be bad.
ok, i'm gonna try to go to sleep. hopefully, i'll feel calmer in the morning.
i wish i could take a hot bath, but we don't own a stopper, and the bathtub is scary and not very appealing, even if we did.
i just discovered that boston university, a place i'd really like to go, has a deadline on december 1st, two weeks earlier than everyone else. i don't know if i can get everything together in time to apply there.
i know this isn't such a big deal in the grand scheme of things, but i'm just so overwhelmed and panicked and short on time. too much to take care of in the next couple of days, and i can't just ignore my classes, either. i can't wait 'till the break, when it'll all be done. i wish i could scream, but people are asleep and that would be bad.
ok, i'm gonna try to go to sleep. hopefully, i'll feel calmer in the morning.
