the beatles are strangely theraputic

the group, not the insect...yeah. i'm listening to "live at the bbc," the cd the girls gave me for my b-day, and it reminds me of middle school. whenever i was upset, i'd blast the beatles...it always made me feel better, and it seems to be working now. i was listening to a song where they said "they were right, i was wrong/true love didn't last long" and i found myself nodding at it at first, and then i was like, "no, that's not right." so now i'm feeling very optimistic and hopeful about life and love and such. strange how my moods change. but yeah, the reason the beatles helped is that i started thinking about true love and all, and yeah, i believe i'll find it one day. in fact, i know i will. God will help me find my way. yeah...who would've ever thought elaine would start trusting God with her life. i'm still not completely sure of everything...but i'm getting there. it's a work in progress...a quest if you will. yes. but i really need to get out of this room right now or i'll start moping again. hmmm...earl's run anyone?

Current Mood: hopeful