my first ever poll!

just something i'm thinking about due to a recent convo. please answer! pretty pretty please!

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[Poll #54289]

it's nice being on a hot-guy high!

spotlight rocked! paul and i did well on our little tango, even though we missed a step...but no one noticed anyways, and even though it was short, lots of people really like it. that was definitely happy. and i had a real normal convo with chris lynam! man, that guy is hot! hehe...it was nice to know he could carry on an intelligent conversation, as well. he promised me a dance, but the only general dance left was one during which he had to change...so he apologized for not dancing with me later! it was super cute. i was surprised to see that he remembered me...but i was definitely less silly than the last time i saw him. i didn't stutter or do anything dumb like that. mmmm...dancing is lots and lots of fun. i'm excited to go back to school and be able to dance on an almost daily basis.

in other news, i'm doing my first practicum tomorrow, on natalie! i'm excited...haven't given a real massage to anyone outside of class yet. i have 5or 6 practicums lined up for sure...so 2 more spots to fill up!

here's a thought for you all from a book i'm reading called Soul Mates
"The heart has its own reasons. When we try to understand why relationships come into being and fall apart, why some families are nurturing and others devastating, why some friendships endure long absences and bitter arguments while others fade, we come face to face with the unknown core of the human heart."
Thomas Moore

isn't that interesting? it's so true...you listen to some people's stories and wonder how they manage to love each other with the junk they had to go through, while there are others who seem made for each other who just can't keep it together. so yes.

rambling

i feel the need to write something, so i think i'll just ramble and see what comes up...like a free write, except a free type, i guess. yeah. right.

so lately i've been pretty happy about life in general, which is a good thing. i've been having a lot of fun with massage and stuff, dancing is great, and my personal life right now has less than its usual drama, which is kinda nice since it gives me a chance to relax and figure things out. i think the only bad thing about not having drama is that i don't think as much. i mean, i still think about lots of random things, but not about really relevant things. only drama brings that on. not that i haven't had my fair share of relevant thoughts this summer...i certainly have thought a lot about friendship and love and relationships and what i wanna do with my life and all that. i just haven't had to think much about all that stuff recently, that's all.

i wrote in my real journal the other day, and after i did, i re-read some of my previous entries. it's funny...after i started posting in here a lot, most of my entries in my real journal are about moments...the kind that i wouldn't tell anyone about. everything else gets put in this journal in some form or another. it's weird how my paper journal has become a moment collection more than anything else. ah, well...i kinda like it that way, you know?

i apologize for the whole slew of vague entries this summer, but the way i see it, if you need to know, you probably understand, and if you don't understand, you probably don't need to know. but if you think you really need to know but you don't understand, ask me and i may tell you...but only if i really think you oughta know, so don't get your hopes up too high. yeah...like anyone really cares.

i remember that i was gonna post a list of the top huggers...people who give the best hugs. i'll do it in a week, so if you want to convince me that you should go on my list, come and give me a good hug! i have about 7 of the top 10 for sure, but there are still a couple of spots available! so prove to me you give good hugs, and you can see your name on my nifty list! woohoo!

k, enough craziness. later!