hmmm...

lots to think about. yes.

sorry for the vagueness...

but it's not gonna stop yet. too much to think about and a feeling that i can't really talk to anyone without being judged. i know what you're all gonna say about that...no one wants to think they're judgemental...but believe me, even if that's not true, that's the impression i sometimes get from a lot of you. so i'm sorry, and i'm not trying to accuse anyone of anything, but just for now, i'm gonna stay vague until i have everything figured out in my head.

i hate ochem

the book puts me to sleep...and i'm having a hard time concentrating as it is. bother silly ochem. i need to do well in that class, not just for the grade but because i need to actually understand it. i don't mind it so much, but reading the book is just so hard...it's a super dense book.

i need to go to pb and get my haloween outfit. i also need to figure out what exactly i wanna do for haloween...but if i go to pb, i'll just wander around until i find something i want that isn't too expensive. so yes.

i'm in an odd mood...happy in a way, but...volatile describes it best. interesting couple of days it has been.

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will the comparisons in my mind ever stop? blah!

loops somewhat straighter now

i still miss nikki, who is an in-between person like myself, but i had a v. good convo with kevin. he made a lot of sense, and gave me a point of view i don't always get. while i'm still not sure about things, i'm at least calmer about them...and a little less confused. thanks kevin!