more musings...
Nov. 22nd, 2002 01:26 pmi'm listening to alanis morrisette again...the song that i posted here. i'm realizing now that these assurances are the ones i'm looking for from people...i want to know that i'm accepted for being me, unconditionally...other things aren't as important. i used to crave reinforcement about looks, abilities, etc. now, i know myself a little better and these things aren't as important. i'm also realizing that my love languages (ask if you don't know what i'm talking about) have shifted a bit. touch is still the highest, but words aren't as important as they were...reminds me of the song more than words
so thanksgiving is near, and i've been thinking about all the things i'm grateful for..there's so much i've been blessed with, and i sometimes take it for granted. so i think for the next couple of days until thanksgiving, i'm going to write entries about what i'm grateful for this year. today, i was thinking about the friendship cin, nik, and i share...so i think i'll write about/to them.
girls, i want to thank both of you for being there for me in all different situations...when i need someone to whine to or cry to or share happy excited things with. you two are the people i feel most "me" around, if that makes any sense at all. i know that you accept me for who i am, along with all my idiotic quirks and fussiness. i've been realizing a lot lately that not many people are lucky enough to have friends like you. i know that no matter where we end up, we'll always stay freinds, because this kind of friendship is too good to let go of.
nik, because you're not around, i don't think i tell you how much i appreciate you nearly enough. you're so great...we can have the silliest conversations, but then get all serious and thoughtful. i can't wait 'till we can hang out and catch up on each other's lives. it'll be really good to see you again, dear.
cin, thanks for putting up with me daily...all the messiness and random funky moods caused by nothing in particular. i'm really grateful for your support...remember beginning of september? heh...i'm glad we're roommates...can't think of a better person to live with.
i want to tell you girls that you're both wonderful and amazing and awesome. i love you just the way you are (thanks, mark darcy!). thanks so much for being you.
so thanksgiving is near, and i've been thinking about all the things i'm grateful for..there's so much i've been blessed with, and i sometimes take it for granted. so i think for the next couple of days until thanksgiving, i'm going to write entries about what i'm grateful for this year. today, i was thinking about the friendship cin, nik, and i share...so i think i'll write about/to them.
girls, i want to thank both of you for being there for me in all different situations...when i need someone to whine to or cry to or share happy excited things with. you two are the people i feel most "me" around, if that makes any sense at all. i know that you accept me for who i am, along with all my idiotic quirks and fussiness. i've been realizing a lot lately that not many people are lucky enough to have friends like you. i know that no matter where we end up, we'll always stay freinds, because this kind of friendship is too good to let go of.
nik, because you're not around, i don't think i tell you how much i appreciate you nearly enough. you're so great...we can have the silliest conversations, but then get all serious and thoughtful. i can't wait 'till we can hang out and catch up on each other's lives. it'll be really good to see you again, dear.
cin, thanks for putting up with me daily...all the messiness and random funky moods caused by nothing in particular. i'm really grateful for your support...remember beginning of september? heh...i'm glad we're roommates...can't think of a better person to live with.
i want to tell you girls that you're both wonderful and amazing and awesome. i love you just the way you are (thanks, mark darcy!). thanks so much for being you.