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blah. it's a little funny...every time i think, "ok, this is over and settled" something else comes up to bother me. idiocy. i am once again reminded of the wonderful support the dancers provide, but that doesn't solve it. i wish i could do whatever i want. i can't. blah.

sorry for being cryptic...there's no big secret, i'm just in a bad mood and don't really wanna go over the details right now. if you ask, i'll tell you.

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i was gonna nap, but i think instead, i'll caffeinate myself until after practice, then go to sleep early...imagine that.

i really want to go to israel this summer. don't know if it'll happen, but i have to figure stuff out like tonight. plus, i have a hugely long to-do list for tomorrow. great. all at once, much?

am insired to make something, but have no idea what. i need something to do with myself. perhaps will call someone.

on a randomly sort of related not, beatles songs always make me feel better. i used to listen to them in middle school when i was sad and they always made me less sad even then.

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once again, i apologize for the spammage, but i'm reading, once again 101 POEMS that could save your life (title copied exactly the way it's written on the cover) and i feel the need to share some poems i think have not yet posted.

( conveniently hidden for all those who wish to avoid poetry )

more to come later, i'm sure.

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as promised, another poem

( Go to Bed with a Cheese and Pickle Sandwich )