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am so confused about when my friends are returning to san francisco...i thought cin would be back several days ago, but i have heard nothing from her...and sam was in seattle and i thought he was returning around now, but i don't really know. where is everyone?!!

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so moody...my parents are leaving tomorrow for 10 days and i can't wait. it'll be so nice to have the house to me...i love being on my own in san diego and to be on my own in sf is even more wonderful. but now i'm in a bad mood 'cause i started thinking about my friends, and am realizing that for the people i love dearly, it doesn't feel like i'm anyone's best friend anymore. i need to feel needed, as you all well know, and i'm getting in the same mode as last summer (or was it two summers ago?) when i figured that i should move to antarctica. well, i don't think i want to go to antarctica much, but i have a feeling that if i moved to israel, the only people that would be really affected would be my parents. blah. that's not how it should be.