feeling the pressure

what am i gonna do next year? i know i'm still waiting for 10 schools to get back to me, but i'm really worrying...i should've heard back from some of them already, and i haven't, and that's really scary. if i don't get in anywhere, i'll probably have to go back to sf...how am i gonna survive at home for a year? and if i don't stay at home, that'll cause even more issues. maybe i'll stay in socal if i don't get in anywhere. or find a roommate in the city, but that's hard. i'm really scared about next year when i stop to think about it...which is all the time, these days.