just another sad love song racking my brain like crazy

sorry, got a random toni braxton song stuck in my head, and it's not like i'm even listening to it! ah, well.

so i was debating once again whether or not to post, since i'm feeling kinda down and don't want to keep inflicting all that on my friends-list...but then i decided that i'm not feeling that down, after all (thanks, thomas!), so i can post a little.

basically, it's just more family (read: mom) issues. she called me and yelled at me for not caring about my future (ironically, it's today that i spent hours looking at jobs and applying for things) and other such things. then, two hours later, she called back and yelled some more, about all sorts of things. then, she suggested that i try and find a volunteer position if i can't get a job. i'm like, yeah, that's exactly what i'm gonna do...and live at home? yeah, right. i can probably handle it for a month or two (with a lot of help from my friends) but longer than that? not for anything. simply put, world's worst idea ever.

and now, i'm listening to alanis morissette and i love the lyrics to this song..."you see all my light and you love my dark." awesome. want someone like that. that would be nice.