"i'm hazy and high...and you leave me unsatisfied"

you know what's really sexy? a guy who has hands big enough to cover your whole lower back when he gives you a massage. i apologize if that makes very little sense...i'm a little drowsy right now, and hence the internal censor that turned off sometime in the middle of night hasn't quite come back on full force.

leaving this unlocked for now, but may change my mind in the next couple of hours.

btw, the subject is my favorite line from the song i'm listening to, and has nothing other than that to do with me. just clarifying. heh.

moment of crisis

i'm never gonna meet someone who agrees with me on the things that are non-negotiable. blah. my moments of feeling down have been few and far between this summer, thankfully, but here's one now. at least i have something to do tonight, and hopefully it'll raise my mood.

it's been interesting, this last month. i've had some good conversations with people and i'm discovering the ares in my thinking that need to be articulated better. there's so much that makes sense to me to believe, but i don't have a good logical way of explaining it to others. i guess part of it is that some beliefs are emotional, not logical, but i still think i should be better at explaining myself and what i'm thinking. i also need to keep reminding myself that just because someone is better than me at being logical, it still doesn't mean that what they think is right and what i think isn't. there are things where i don't need to second-guess myself.

i'm gonna call someone now...i need a friendly voice on the phone.