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dancingyel) wrote2005-05-03 09:23 pm
dancingyel) wrote2005-05-03 09:23 pm
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i'm making so many plans in my head for the next year, despite the fact that nothing is really finalized. well, i guess i know that i'll be living in palo alto, just not sure when (summer or september) or where (no clue at all) or who with (well, besides kevin). i'm looking forward to so many things...like having an actual job! and being finally independent from my parents! and having my own room once again! i love my roommate, but it'll be nice to have my own space...for all that i love being around people, if i have to talk to people all day (and i probably will, regardless of where i work, since that's kind of part of any psych-related job), i'm gonna need some alone time at the end of the day, at least for a little while. i do recharge by being with others, but a little bit of alone time will be nice.
also looking forward to having a car of my own and not relying on people for rides. insurance and gas will suck, but it'll be good to have my own transportation, for sure. i wonder how much parking permits cost at stanford...hmm. something to look into if i work there.
can't say enough how excited i am about the possibility of this job! honestly, it would be so perfect for so many reasons! it's a field i've worked a little bit in (women and depression during pregnancy) and it's with a person who seems really cool (tali's mom!) and it's totally what i'll be doing for at least 5 years after, what with grad school and all. i'm sure if this doesn't happen, i'll find something else, but this would be really really great. interview on monday!
ok, i really should be at dance now, and i'm not. feeling a little danced out, i guess...and a little weird about seeing people tonight. in a rare want-to-have-space mood, and i know that the second i get to practice, i won't have that. dancers and personal space don't go together in a sentence, except with the words "have no" in between. and usually, it's all good and wonderful, but i'm a little edgy tonight, more restless than usual. not sure what's up, but need to get it out of my system.
you know what makes me kinda sad? i've been dancing here for 4 years now, and i haven't really had a partner as such. sure, i danced with chris, and that maybe would've worked out if not for all the insanity, but it didn't. i kinda danced with random people for random events...which was fun, but i really wish i could've had a partner and really put time and effort into getting somewhere. maybe i'll find someone to dance with next year. meh.
ok, i'm gonna go to dance now. i bet i'll get there, and people will be huggy, and i'll feel better about everything, despite the wanting space thing.
also looking forward to having a car of my own and not relying on people for rides. insurance and gas will suck, but it'll be good to have my own transportation, for sure. i wonder how much parking permits cost at stanford...hmm. something to look into if i work there.
can't say enough how excited i am about the possibility of this job! honestly, it would be so perfect for so many reasons! it's a field i've worked a little bit in (women and depression during pregnancy) and it's with a person who seems really cool (tali's mom!) and it's totally what i'll be doing for at least 5 years after, what with grad school and all. i'm sure if this doesn't happen, i'll find something else, but this would be really really great. interview on monday!
ok, i really should be at dance now, and i'm not. feeling a little danced out, i guess...and a little weird about seeing people tonight. in a rare want-to-have-space mood, and i know that the second i get to practice, i won't have that. dancers and personal space don't go together in a sentence, except with the words "have no" in between. and usually, it's all good and wonderful, but i'm a little edgy tonight, more restless than usual. not sure what's up, but need to get it out of my system.
you know what makes me kinda sad? i've been dancing here for 4 years now, and i haven't really had a partner as such. sure, i danced with chris, and that maybe would've worked out if not for all the insanity, but it didn't. i kinda danced with random people for random events...which was fun, but i really wish i could've had a partner and really put time and effort into getting somewhere. maybe i'll find someone to dance with next year. meh.
ok, i'm gonna go to dance now. i bet i'll get there, and people will be huggy, and i'll feel better about everything, despite the wanting space thing.