dancingyel | i am not a leg person

we did back of legs and glutes in massage class today and now i'm really out of it and tired and tense, not relaxed at all. i don't like having my legs worked on very much, and i really didn't like the class. i didn't like the instructor in charge of it, since he put me to sleep with his slow, monotonous way of talking, and i didn't like being worked on. i'm ok massaging someone's legs, but when i'm worked on, i don't get particularly relaxed. it's weird...all my other hang-ups went away after the class, but this one didn't. i just don't feel very safe or comfy having my legs worked on, and it was worse with the back than the front. i dunno. i'll have to take that class again, with a teacher that i like, so hopefully, i'll get over my problems by then...and if not, then maybe i'll feel better about it if someone from class practices on me or something. yeah,i know, it's an odd little issue...but i'm full of those.

in other news, i had a nice time wandering around fisherman's wharf with sam today. it was a nice day...sunny, breezy, and just comfy. i like the wharf a lot...i don't get to go out there enough. i may go again on saturday to see the street performers...but only if i find someone to go with, since i don't think i'd enjoy it by myself.

rachel is coming tomorrow...happy!