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dancingyeli wanna go for a walk...or bike riding...or something outside, but i don't wanna go alone and no one is available to do anything at all. hmmmm...maybe i will end up going alone, just so i can get outside.
i really can't wait to go back to school. i know i already said so today, but i'm feeling it more and more as the day goes on. just can't wait. san diego has nice weather lots of the time, so even if i'm not doing anything, i do'nt feel like i'm wasting a rare opportunity. here, when i'm inside on a gorgeous day, i feel like i'm just throwing it away.
it's september already. wow...time moves so quickly. in a little over a week it'll be september 10th, which was a very weird day last year, and not because it was the day before september 11th. if you don't know, you probably don't need to.
and then it'll be september 11th. horrible, shocking day. when i think about it, it still doesn't seem real. i haven't been to new york after it happened, so i still have this feeling that if i were to go there, the wtc would still be there and all...i know that's not the case, but my mind just refuses to grasp the fact that something so terrible could have happened. it seems like some sort of horrible dream.
come to think of it, most of last year seems like one giant dream, mostly a good one. first year of college was odd. hopefully this year will be less odd, if only because it won't all be so new.
i wish...oh, i don't even know what i wish. someone call me or something...i'm feeling very much alone. bother it all.
i really can't wait to go back to school. i know i already said so today, but i'm feeling it more and more as the day goes on. just can't wait. san diego has nice weather lots of the time, so even if i'm not doing anything, i do'nt feel like i'm wasting a rare opportunity. here, when i'm inside on a gorgeous day, i feel like i'm just throwing it away.
it's september already. wow...time moves so quickly. in a little over a week it'll be september 10th, which was a very weird day last year, and not because it was the day before september 11th. if you don't know, you probably don't need to.
and then it'll be september 11th. horrible, shocking day. when i think about it, it still doesn't seem real. i haven't been to new york after it happened, so i still have this feeling that if i were to go there, the wtc would still be there and all...i know that's not the case, but my mind just refuses to grasp the fact that something so terrible could have happened. it seems like some sort of horrible dream.
come to think of it, most of last year seems like one giant dream, mostly a good one. first year of college was odd. hopefully this year will be less odd, if only because it won't all be so new.
i wish...oh, i don't even know what i wish. someone call me or something...i'm feeling very much alone. bother it all.
