it only goes down hill from here

[dancingyel]

not a very good day today. sad and allergicky and icky. it was sunny, though, which made it a tad better, but not much 'cause i was too tired to really enjoy it. i hate allergies. i haven't had an attack like this in a while...and this morning started ok, but then, after several bursts of tears, my nose got really itchy and runny. if i didn't know better, i'd say i was allergic to crying or something. but not. anyhow, it was a bad start to the week, and i'm afraid it'll only get worse. tomorrow is september 10th, which means something to me, but i don't wanna deal with it...then it's september 11th, which is depressing for obvious reasons...and then friday is the 13th, and sunday is the beginning of yom kippur. right. i'm gonna need help getting through this one.

but the nice thing about today was that i did two massages and they both went well. oh, and great america was lots of fun yesterday...i may write more about it a little later.

listening to the radio was interesting...several songs made me listen this sunny, allergicky, sad day.

the bolded parts in this song are the ones i really noticed...but i like the whole song

You cannot quit me so quickly
Is no hope in you for me?
No corner you could squeeze me...
But I got all the time for you, love...

The space between the tears we cry
Is the laughter that keeps us coming back for more
The space between the wicked lies we tell
And hope to keep safe from the pain
But will I hold you again?

These fickle, fuddled words confuse me
Like 'Will it rain today?'
Waste the hours with talking, talking
These twisted games we're playing
We're strange allies with warring hearts
What a wild-eyed beast you be
The space between the wicked lies we tell
and hope to keep safe from the pain
but will I hold you again?
Will I hold you...

Look at us spinning out in the madness of a roller-coaster
You know you went off like the devil in a church
in the middle of a crowded room
All we can do, my love, is hope we don't take this ship down...

The space between where you smile and hide
Is where you'll find me if I get to go
The space between the bullets in our firefights
Is where I'll be hiding waiting for you
The rain that falls splashed in your heart
ran like sadness down the window into your room
The space between our wicked lies
is where we hope to keep safe from pain
Take my hand cuz we're walking out of here
Right out of here... Love is all we need, dear
The space between what's wrong and right
Is where you'll find me hiding, waiting for you
The space between your heart and mine
Is a space we'll fill with time

The space between...
the space between dmb

the next one is a little bitter, i know...and i apologize, but here it is anyways.

And we wake up in the breakdown
With the things we never thought we could be, yeah

I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
We got to move you darlin
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be
All you need
Somehow here is gone

I am no solution
To the sound of this pollution in me, yeah
And I was not the answer
So forget you ever thought it was me, yeah
here is gone goo goo dolls


taking comfort in the beatles

And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree
There will be an answer, let it be
For though they may be parted, there is still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be
There will be an answer, let it be
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be
let it be

that's not quite it, but i'll stop for now. hopefully, i can follow the wise words of the beatles and just let it all be.