bad start to the day, but the end seems to be pretty nice

[dancingyel]

so my day didn't start off too well, but being the hopeful idiot i am, i am still holding out hope that those issues will get resolved in a way that can be satisfactory to both parties without any good byes being said. the rest of my day kind of fed that hope because it went too well to be a bad day...if that makes any sense.

i was gonna do a practicum on this guy rudy, and he was gonna do one on me tomorrow...so i called and asked if we could trade since i didn't really feel up to doing one today. he didn't really want to because he hasn't done a full body practice class yet...so i said it was ok and left it at that. then, i get back from work, and there's a message from him saying he had thought about it and was ok to trade...that was so sweet of him! he's a really nice guy. so i got a good massage and felt really taken care of and nurtured. and then, my mom asked if i wanted to go get sushi, which was totally happy and unexpected...and tres nice. and then i heard "let it be" again...i haven't quite followed that advice, but it was still comforting. and fantasia at cindy's house is yet to come! so yes, the ending of this day is giving me hope for a better tomorrow, despite it being september 11th.

by the way, i hear no one left comments in cin's journal telling her how wonderful she is...shame on you, everyone who read that entry and didn't comment to cin! hehe...j/k...but still, you all should really comment because she's totally great and wonderful. i mean, i called her this morning all tearful and asked her to please come over, and she came over like 5 minutes later with chocolate and japanese gum and a big hug and stayed for a while, listening to me cry and helping me compose myself and filling out random lists in the book of lists with me to cheer me up. so thanks again, cindy...you're great!

once again, i am reminded of how much i miss our collective idiot.

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awww, thanks elaine...i feel loved ^___^

[waccoonie71.livejournal.com]

i miss our collective idiot too...dude, remember senior year when we'd go to stonestown in your car and blasting music...and camping out in your room, esp with bevan lying on your bed and how unreal it all seemed after freshmen year (you know what i mean ;)...and dancing at arthur murray and how hyper we'd get and imitate john and his "brah-VO!"

nikki, come back to us!!!