something is just a bit off

[dancingyel]

i have this feeling like something's gonna happen...you know, that nervous anticipatory feeling...except nothing is supposed to happen. i don't have anything to look forward to or be worried about or anything like that. but i still have a sinking sort of feeling in my tummy and my heart beat is a little faster than it should be. what's wrong with me?

so i've decided that if i get into ucsf med school, i'm gonna defer my admission for a year and go study in jerusalem. good plan...and now i really need to get into ucsf.