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dancingyel) wrote2002-11-09 07:17 pm
dancingyel) wrote2002-11-09 07:17 pm
a real live update! heh...if i have time
sorry for lack of updates...i've been swamped with stuff. dancing, studying, and to top it all off, i was sick this week. so lj sort of took a back burner for a while. i think i'm ready to get back to the world of updates...unless my boyfriend comes sooner than i expect, in which case this will have to be cut short.
so the week wasn't so good, but friday was better. it was all gross and rainy, which made me want to curl up with a blanket and whimper...but i made myself get up and go to class, and then dancing, although when i went dancing, i didn't get dressed up or anything...just went in sweats and a comfy shirt and danced in socks...everyone said i looked very cozy. i felt cozy, which was nice. and i got to dance with jon lots, which was also nice. i also talked to ceci for a while...i haven't gotten to do that in a while, and it was good to chat...she always has good advice, and i feel like she understands my issues pretty well. she also relates, which i don't get from too many people. so, i was happy to talk to her.
the convo with ceci prompted a good convo with dan later. it made me more sure about things. i had a lot of thoughts to address...and now i'm feeling better about everything. not that i was feeling bad about it or anything...but it was nice to talk.
after services, we went to hang out with the navs people at mary anne's place, and bevan was there! i hadn't seen him yet since vic chu picked him up, so it was really nice to see him again. high school memories...yeah. being at mary ane's reminded me of camp 'cause we had s'mores and sat around and talked and chiang strummed on his guitar. at one point, he and dan were sitting under the stairs next to each other, and i was sitting cross-legged near dan, listening to the strumming. chiang started singing, just making up stuff as he went about dancing the night away, and i had this feeling, sitting there in this warm room surrounded by friends, that i could stay there forever, listening to this almost wistful tune and feeling like i belonged. it was beautiful. i don't even know why, but everything came together for a minute and was just perfect.
well, dan's gonna be here soon, so i'm gonna finish up. i'll write more soon, really i will.
so the week wasn't so good, but friday was better. it was all gross and rainy, which made me want to curl up with a blanket and whimper...but i made myself get up and go to class, and then dancing, although when i went dancing, i didn't get dressed up or anything...just went in sweats and a comfy shirt and danced in socks...everyone said i looked very cozy. i felt cozy, which was nice. and i got to dance with jon lots, which was also nice. i also talked to ceci for a while...i haven't gotten to do that in a while, and it was good to chat...she always has good advice, and i feel like she understands my issues pretty well. she also relates, which i don't get from too many people. so, i was happy to talk to her.
the convo with ceci prompted a good convo with dan later. it made me more sure about things. i had a lot of thoughts to address...and now i'm feeling better about everything. not that i was feeling bad about it or anything...but it was nice to talk.
after services, we went to hang out with the navs people at mary anne's place, and bevan was there! i hadn't seen him yet since vic chu picked him up, so it was really nice to see him again. high school memories...yeah. being at mary ane's reminded me of camp 'cause we had s'mores and sat around and talked and chiang strummed on his guitar. at one point, he and dan were sitting under the stairs next to each other, and i was sitting cross-legged near dan, listening to the strumming. chiang started singing, just making up stuff as he went about dancing the night away, and i had this feeling, sitting there in this warm room surrounded by friends, that i could stay there forever, listening to this almost wistful tune and feeling like i belonged. it was beautiful. i don't even know why, but everything came together for a minute and was just perfect.
well, dan's gonna be here soon, so i'm gonna finish up. i'll write more soon, really i will.