i hate being sick
Jan. 23rd, 2003 08:53 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dancingyelmy neck hurts and i'm coughing all the time. and i've been permanently sleepy. i'm not really sick other than that, but this is bad enough as it is. sleepy is inconvenient, and the coughing is really getting to me. i'm not going to practice today since i just don't feel up to it. and i don't wanna cough all over everyone, which is what would happen if i went. so i'm gonna be really lost on monday without a review, but that's ok...i'll catch up eventually, i'm sure.
in other news, we had our b'nai mitzvah group meeting, and it was really really nice. i love being able to have a small group discussion about random things that come up. it's happy to listen to someone like rabbi lisa, who's super educated and knows lots and lots about judaism. it's also great to be in a group that's at a similar level of knowledge...i don't feel stupid when i ask things that would be obvious to more religious jews, and at the same time, i don't feel out of place since every one else is just as curious. so it's pretty great. i'm very excited about this whole thing. i'm actually really glad i never had a bat mitzvah, because right now it's a conscious choice, but if i had it when i was younger, it would've been rather arbitrary. so yeah. it's all cool.
random thought: there's so many complicated interactions between people. i mean, the way we figure out how to relate to others has a lot to do with little things, little gestures they make that we may only notice subconsciously. sometimes, i pick up on something someone does, and they may not even be aware of it, but it makes me think. juxtapositions of gestures, responses out of the regular, just stuff like that. i don't even know how to explain it really...but it makes me want to make a video or something and just film those little things that aren't usually focused on. or photograph them. yeah. crazy, i know. but it would be nice to capture some moments like that.
in other news, we had our b'nai mitzvah group meeting, and it was really really nice. i love being able to have a small group discussion about random things that come up. it's happy to listen to someone like rabbi lisa, who's super educated and knows lots and lots about judaism. it's also great to be in a group that's at a similar level of knowledge...i don't feel stupid when i ask things that would be obvious to more religious jews, and at the same time, i don't feel out of place since every one else is just as curious. so it's pretty great. i'm very excited about this whole thing. i'm actually really glad i never had a bat mitzvah, because right now it's a conscious choice, but if i had it when i was younger, it would've been rather arbitrary. so yeah. it's all cool.
random thought: there's so many complicated interactions between people. i mean, the way we figure out how to relate to others has a lot to do with little things, little gestures they make that we may only notice subconsciously. sometimes, i pick up on something someone does, and they may not even be aware of it, but it makes me think. juxtapositions of gestures, responses out of the regular, just stuff like that. i don't even know how to explain it really...but it makes me want to make a video or something and just film those little things that aren't usually focused on. or photograph them. yeah. crazy, i know. but it would be nice to capture some moments like that.
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sleeping ?
Re: sleeping ?
Date: 2003-01-27 01:50 pm (UTC)