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[dancingyel]

blah. peter just called me to tell me that i placed as comp alternate and would i rather do that or be on show, since i "expressed concerns" about it last year. so i said i'd rather be on comp, of course, but now i'm all balh and i don't know what to do about the team. i've been saying i was gonna quit if i didn't make comp proper, but honestly, what am i gonna do if i'm not dancing? bugger. so pissed off. and of course, i know that if i were on show i'd get to dance more, but i'd also spend all year being bitter. i love the no doubt routine, but i've done it already, yeah? i just don't know. this sucks so much. hate.