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some thoughts
Sep. 23rd, 2002 08:33 pmso my mom located my comforter in the back of a shelf in our garage...i still don't know what possessed me to take the silly thing home, but that's ok. now, i'll have to wait until cin's dad comes to get it...but that's ok. at least i don't have to buy a new one.
almost done decorating and such. today was pretty productive, and i'm hoping i can finish it all before i go to sleep tonight. thanks sam joe for helping us reach random high places!
am trying to figure out which rec classes i want to take...yo's international class for sure, probably argentine tango, and lindy hop's a maybe. that's a lot of dancing, i know. i also wanna TA for massage...it'll have to be the monday class i TA for since lindy hop will be on wednesdays 'till 7:30, and massage starts at 7. i'm also gonna go to this program called read hebrew america that's from noon to 1 on wednesdays. all this in addition to classes, friday fun sessions, hillel stuff, and other various activities. i'm worried already.
bevan made the berkeley volleyball team! that rocks! i hope they play ucsd here sometime, and then he'll come down with the team and maybe we can see him in action...or, as he said to me, sitting on the sidelines looking happy just to be there.
i can't wait for hillel activities to start. of all my stuff this year, hillel is the wildcard...i'm not sure what to expect when i see everyone again. i mean, dancing is probably not gonna be too diferent from last year...even if i make it onto a competing team, it won't change much. classes won't be any different people wise, and that's the main drama factor. only hillel will be different because i'll be getting to know people better (hopefully.) i'm excited to see what will happen. i'm also a little aprehensive, but just because it's all unknown. mostly, i'm hopeful. it seems that last year, i didn't make that many new close friends. i mean, i met lots of people i really like, but i didn't get to know that many of them very well. we'll see what happens this year.
i realized recently that i have a rather warped view of the world. i tend to think that if i put in enough effort, i can make everything work out. recent events have, thankfully, confirmed this...but i doubt that it'll hold true every time. of course, i wish it did...but if it doesn't, i think i'll be horribly unprepared.
i like being an optimist. it means that even when stuff doesn't go the way i want it to, i can convince myself that it'll get better if i do ______ (fill in the blank with appropriate action) and then i feel all better. strange system, i know.
well, i think i'll go do something productive now...or just watch a movie. we'll see.
almost done decorating and such. today was pretty productive, and i'm hoping i can finish it all before i go to sleep tonight. thanks sam joe for helping us reach random high places!
am trying to figure out which rec classes i want to take...yo's international class for sure, probably argentine tango, and lindy hop's a maybe. that's a lot of dancing, i know. i also wanna TA for massage...it'll have to be the monday class i TA for since lindy hop will be on wednesdays 'till 7:30, and massage starts at 7. i'm also gonna go to this program called read hebrew america that's from noon to 1 on wednesdays. all this in addition to classes, friday fun sessions, hillel stuff, and other various activities. i'm worried already.
bevan made the berkeley volleyball team! that rocks! i hope they play ucsd here sometime, and then he'll come down with the team and maybe we can see him in action...or, as he said to me, sitting on the sidelines looking happy just to be there.
i can't wait for hillel activities to start. of all my stuff this year, hillel is the wildcard...i'm not sure what to expect when i see everyone again. i mean, dancing is probably not gonna be too diferent from last year...even if i make it onto a competing team, it won't change much. classes won't be any different people wise, and that's the main drama factor. only hillel will be different because i'll be getting to know people better (hopefully.) i'm excited to see what will happen. i'm also a little aprehensive, but just because it's all unknown. mostly, i'm hopeful. it seems that last year, i didn't make that many new close friends. i mean, i met lots of people i really like, but i didn't get to know that many of them very well. we'll see what happens this year.
i realized recently that i have a rather warped view of the world. i tend to think that if i put in enough effort, i can make everything work out. recent events have, thankfully, confirmed this...but i doubt that it'll hold true every time. of course, i wish it did...but if it doesn't, i think i'll be horribly unprepared.
i like being an optimist. it means that even when stuff doesn't go the way i want it to, i can convince myself that it'll get better if i do ______ (fill in the blank with appropriate action) and then i feel all better. strange system, i know.
well, i think i'll go do something productive now...or just watch a movie. we'll see.
