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am now officially miserable.

very brief explanation of last post

so the reason i'm miserable, or was miserable since i'm actually feeling much better, is that i don't know what to do for my birthday...it's so soon and i'm turning 21 and i wanna do something exciting, but the vegas plans have fallen through because my grandma has to have surgery on her arm on tuesday so my parents can't go, and cin's parents won't let her go if it's just the two of us. so yes. most of my friends won't even be in the bay area and i don't know what i should do...and i don't wanna plan anything else 'cause i'm feeling all sulky, but i also don't wanna spend my 21st birthday being sulky, you know? so yes, that's the miserable part. but i'm feeling slightly better because i'm done with finals and will be flying home shortly.