bother

[dancingyel]

i told a friend i was feeling lonely and not particularly loved.

if someone i love said that to me, i'd tell them i love them, even if i knew they knew it...just to remind them that even when they feel that the world doesn't love them, there are people who do. sounds like a logical thing to do, right? apparently not, since nothing remotely similar happened. it's funny...he wasn't the cause of my loneliness, but the fact that he did nothing to try and cheer me up made my mood go from mildly lonely to really bad in a hurry. lovely, isn't it.

i miss how it used to be. i miss feeling like there's someone who cares about me. i miss knowing i'm loved.

i miss cindy...she'd know what to do with me and my mood. or nikki. she'd know, too. i rather miss our collective idiot. hey, that made me smile. well, on that note, i'll go to sleep.

Comments

[thinknikki.livejournal.com]

i miss our collective idiot too!!! are you feeling better now? that was a rather sad quote, but i like it a lot. the right person will come around one day i suppose.

[dancingyel.livejournal.com]

i am feeling better now...sleeping helped, and the fact that he wrote me an e-mail...so i'm ok now, i think. i still miss you, though! oh, my mom is really leaning towards letting me go now! i'll write you an actual e-mail when i find out for sure. actually, i'll probably write you saturday after i meet alex...hehehe.