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Aug. 27th, 2002 02:45 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dancingyelwell, it's 2:45, but close enough. this was not supposed to happen...i wanted to get to sleep by 1 or so...he wanted to get to sleep before midnight...but conversations never go the way they're meant to go, so here i am, just off the phone and it's way past my bedtime. not that i'm really complaining...it was partly my fault, too...and even though it was a long convo, it resolved some things that needed to be taken care of. i am optimistic about the future.
i said, "i have the absurd mentality that even if things have all turned out one way before, they could still be different next time." i hope this is true and i'm just not being pointlessly optimistic. but i'm really hopeful this time. it could all work out as planned.
i know i'm loved, and right now, that's enough. now i need to remember that for future sad times.
must get to sleep. good night everyone.
i said, "i have the absurd mentality that even if things have all turned out one way before, they could still be different next time." i hope this is true and i'm just not being pointlessly optimistic. but i'm really hopeful this time. it could all work out as planned.
i know i'm loved, and right now, that's enough. now i need to remember that for future sad times.
must get to sleep. good night everyone.
