on a happy note...nah, not really.

[dancingyel]

i hate...
-people who use the word "jew-ed"
-unkept promises
-being alone on a beautiful day
-being alone on any day without a good reason
-feeling like no one cares...except my parents, but they're almost required to care
-being so dependent on others for my happiness

resolutions of the day...
-will not let others determine my state of mind
-will not call anyone asking them to do anything with me...it's useless, unsuccesful, and makes me feel worse...instead, will wait for others to ask me to do something with them if they wish to see me
-will learn how to be alone without being all moody

i think i just need to be more passive and not need everyone so much. they obvously don't need me this much.

Comments

i'm sorry!

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i really did want to go for a walk...

maybe you should take up something(s) specifically for certain mood(s)...like cleaning for when you're mad (or not...i'm just weird like that), or drawing when you're not allowed to do anything(probably not...but maybe play flute or something...)

but then most of the time it's nicer (but not really, but you know?) to just mope and feel outraged at the world and the suckiness of it all.