dancing...makes me happy and sad all at the same time

[dancingyel]

first dance practice of the new year was odd...we went over the samba, which wasn't so bad after several repetitions, but then we learned the ending, which involves the girl going into a split. and i can't do a split. epsecially not with my right leg forward. especially not in three inch heels. so that sucked. and then we learned the jive, a huge portion of it. and i hate the jive. it was all totally over my head and i was miserable. maybe if i had danced with someone who knew what they were doing, like james or doug, i might have gotten it better. but i didn't have a partner for some of it and then i was dancing it with sean who was trying to figure out what was going on, too, and i really didn't get it. i think i'm probably the worst dancer on that team, which is ok most of the time since i know it just means i need to practice a lot, but today it was really getting me down. i almost feel like peter made a mistake by putting me on comp, even as an alternate. i mean, i love dancing so much, but i'm really not good at it and i'ts sad. but yeah. i think i'll get over this mood after i sleep on it, but right now, i'm just rahter miserable. goodnight.

Comments

Greg

[(Anonymous)]

But by the end you'll be able to do the splits! That'll be sweet!