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[dancingyel]

i was just re-reading my journal (the paper one) from summer before freshman year...it's something i try not to do too much 'cause it usually makes me sad and lonely, but today, for the first time, i just smiled at the memories. it's nice to be able to look back and smile instead of crying...it took a while, but it doesn't hurt anymore, and i'm glad. now, i can't say the same thing for this summer and september yet, but i know i'll get there.